Dardi yo‘q — kessak, ishqi yo‘q — eshshak

Dardi yo‘q — kessak, ishqi yo‘q — eshshak (1923)
by Abdulla Qodiriy
334210Dardi yo‘q — kessak, ishqi yo‘q — eshshak1923Abdulla Qodiriy

— Kalnikiga oshg‘a-a-a-a!!!

Gur-gur odam kalnikiga tuz yalab chopadir…

— Ayiq polvon kurash tushadir, Jo‘ra qiziq maymun o‘ynatadir, Farg‘onadan Arava polvon keldi, Jizzaxdan It polvon keldi…

Ko‘rubsizki, kurash o‘rnini ijaraga olg‘an zarg‘aldoq xo‘jalarning qilg‘an foydalari mindi-mindi…

— Chet ellardagi o‘qug‘uchi yoshlarimiz foydasig‘a bu kun «Turon»da teatru qo‘yiladir!

La havla va la quvvata… Toshkand musulmonlarini… yayzara yer yutubdir va yo katta-kichik og‘a-ini in-inlariga kirib ketibdir…

Shunga o‘xshash «Sharq sahnasi» yaxshi niyat yorti mol, deb kino qo‘yar. «odamovi»larni yig‘moq uchun eshak hurkarlik qilib, tomg‘a to‘rtta karnay ham chiqaradir; lekin shunchalik attorchiliklar, «Surma ket, o‘sma ket»lar bir paqir; sahna xazinadorlarining og‘izlarig‘a pashsha o‘lturg‘an, o‘yunxona eshikidan «g‘ing» degan bir chibin uchmaydir. Shu soatda shaharning barcha choyxonalarida g‘ij-g‘ij churvaqa, lim-lim… buzoq:

— Og‘zingmi, o‘rpilgan o‘rmi?

— Basharangmi, badbaxtning dalasimi?

— Ko‘zingmi, po‘stakning yirtig‘imi?

— Engaxingmi, yo‘lg‘a chiqg‘an hindining…mi?

— Xo, xo, xo!

Topg‘an-tayang‘an sovutmachoq shu. Boshqa dastmoya yo‘q. Bangixonada «harb-zarb» olub yurguchi bir o‘rtog‘im nashaning tutuni gurkuragan choqlarda:

Xarsak — marsak,

dardi yo‘q — kessak

ishqi yo‘q — eshshak! —

deb bayt o‘qug‘an bo‘lub jovrar, man bo‘lsam «Bu nima degani tentakning» deb baytiga tushunolmas edim. Endi kelib-kelib bu baytning ma’nosini Eski shahar sahnalaridan topub mavridsiz bo‘lsada, o‘zim shu baytni yakkaxonlik qilmoqdaman:

Dardi yo‘q — kessak, ishqi yo‘q — eshshak!

Voqi’an, dard bo‘lmasa, ishq bo‘lmasa odamning kesakdan nima farqi bo‘lsin-u, eshakdan nima ayirmasi!

Vallohi a’lam bissavob.

Julqunboy

«Mushtum» — 1923 yil, 5-son, 6-bet


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