Ichki hislar ostida...

Ichki hislar ostida... (1923)
by Abdulhamid Choʻlpon
335016Ichki hislar ostida...1923Abdulhamid Choʻlpon

(Tansa kechasida qog‘ozdan gul sotib yurgan bir qizga)

Hoy tutash, ko‘p chopdingiz… bizlar tutashdik siz uchun!
Bir kulish, bir jilmayish ortiqmi dersiz biz uchun?

To‘ldi ko‘krakka bu tun gullar, chechaklar, lolalar,
Siz qadab qo‘ymasangiz, bir pulga turmaydir ular…

Jingalak sochlar bilan ko‘z o‘ynatib, gul sanchdingiz,
Oh, faqat, dilda muhabbatdan jarohat ochdingiz!

Gul-chechak ham lolalar bag‘rimda so‘lgay tezgina,
Ko‘p zamon yashnab yurarsiz ko‘p ko‘ngilda sizgina…

Biz faqir… ko‘p aqcha yo‘q… topganni soldik xaltaga,
Har o‘tish, har bir ko‘rish chog‘ida achchiq – bu nega?

Tubda biz munday o‘yinlardan taqir tot olmadik,
Boshqalarday chopchishib, masrur bo‘lib o‘ynolmadik…

Bu kecha ko‘rdik faqat sizni – yurak bir o‘ynadi!
Yozmas erdim, afv etarsiz – ichki hislar qo‘ymadi!

Toshkent. 1923, 13–aprel


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